Thursday, April 06, 2006
missing them...
i really really really miss my malaysian friends. i really really really wish that i've studied my secondary school in malaysia. i really really really wish that i know everything about my malaysian friends; how they're doing, what they're doing, where they're going. why have i missed secondary school life in malaysia?!? i know i can't turn back time so it's pointless to shout and yell here. but i really regret coming here, to some extent. now all my malaysian friends are leaving ipoh, and i don't know how we're going to meet in future. i even doubt having the chance to meet them. i really wish to go back home... i want my friends!
and suddenly i realise i'm so far apart from my parents, i've started to forget about their presence! i've no idea what to talk to them over the phone, i often forget to call them on weekends, i'm such a lousy person. yeah, no wonder i'm not remembered by anyone, because i can't even remember my own parents! why has this happened? life in singapore really turn me into a heartless person. yeah, i shouldn't blame anyone. whatever... i want my old self back!!! b****y life, i start to hate it. but no worries, since i'm so heartless i'll be able to ignore all sadness's presence and continue living my happy life. so troubles, complications, sadness, get out of my life! you're not welcome at all.
posted @ 4/06/2006 09:58:00 PM