Wednesday, January 31, 2007
the future is unknown...
hmm... had guitar audition today. erh... not really satisfied with my performance. i know i could do much more better. didn't quite make it for the running notes, but after i went back to the recital room i was playing quite smoothly. think was just nervous in front of the student instructors. never mind about that, think i will know whether i'm joining syf on friday. quite slack these few days, never really do any work. think i overworked during the weekends on computing, now my brain can't function properly. anyway, hope i can gain back the momentum and start working again... really need to...
posted @ 1/31/2007 08:12:00 PM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
guitar syf audition tomorrow...
yup, it's finally here, tomorrow. not quite prepared for it, think might be quite dangerous. but anyway, think i'm quite on pace already, since i got the score only this year somewhere in january, and i'm playing as good as the others who practised since last year december (hope janice won't see this, lol)... well, hmmm, hope it turn out fine tomorrow. i don't really want to be kicked out of the ensemble. i think i really want to experience life, busy with studies, but can cope with pdp that kind of life. i know it's going to be tough if i get to play for syf, but i think that's the time to make myself a stronger person. be more disciplined and determined, i really need those. yeah, wish me all the best.
may she rest in peace... and people out there don't ever think of committing suicide because there are people who want to live but can't...
posted @ 1/30/2007 08:29:00 PM