Saturday, September 09, 2006
holiday ending soon...
guess what? my holiday just end like that... can't believe it... i spend the holiday doing nothing constructive, meaningful and useful... everyday is just slack, slack and slack... think i should really burn my laptop... if not i'll forever try all ways to go online. why do i want to go online? i also don't know... sigh... my laziness is coming back to haunt me... why?! why?! why i don't have self-discipline?!?!?! why can't i just sit down and study??? and the math test on wednesday is sure a failure. i know i can do it, but i just couldn't do it that day. am i too nervous? never will it be the reason, i'm just not prepared enough. i didn't do enough revision. i was just slacking all day. XXXX, i think i seriously need a change. if not i'll continue to be like this. but where is my self-control and self-discipline?!?!?! please give it back to me!!!
by the way, friday's guitar performance was brilliant. we did well!!! group 2 rocks!!! thanks eugene lim the CI, for asking us to meet at 9am that day but in the end came at 9.30am so that we have half an hour slacking time; thanks yin teen for always telling me that i play loud so that i have the confidence to continue playing loud (no logic); thanks eugene chong, nicholas and desmond for being in guitar 1 and calling me "leaderrocks" whatsoever; thanks jia hui for joining our group when you are supposed to be in elsewhere (can't remember which group you originally from); thanks amelia and michelle for being in guitar 3 because i really rely on you two for the rythm. okay, that's all for the thanking. ah, not to forget, every other people in guitar club and the president and vice president and all CIs and QMs... thank you all!!! think i start to love tjc guitar club. you guys rock!
last but not least, back to reality... holiday is ending soon...
posted @ 9/09/2006 10:28:00 PM