Friday, August 17, 2007
long time no see...
yeah, i'm coming to revive this pathetic blog, but i don't think this will last long...
well, it was a long time ago since i last updated, so i shall not talk about things that happened between the last update and now...
let's talk about more recent stuff. schoolwork? definitely...
talking about that, prelim's just less than a month down the road. and, what have i been doing? nothing much. merely idling. why? why? i just don't find the motivation to work, even though i'm obliged to do so. paid to study, so i must do my work.
i've definitely recovered from the jct painful experience, but it doesn't make me want to work hard. i just find myself tired. i think that i can walk the path no more. i need a rest, a long long rest. i may not deserve it, but i need it. i've been under such tiresome for almost 6 years. i have had enough of it.
maybe i shouldn't be given a break at all. it makes me complacent. it makes me think that i don't have to do anything. maybe if i realise that time is really scarce, i won't be thinking of having a break anymore.
oh well, i think i'm just talking nonsense and complaining for nothing. but who cares, that's how i feel.
surely this reflects of me that i'm just too immature. i don't bother to read current affair stuff or the gp bulletine but go on with typing all this trash here. i'm just not for gp. i'm not deep in my thoughts. i don't want to think deep. i'm just that lazy.
i shall stop all this, even this i have had enough of.
posted @ 8/17/2007 02:57:00 PM