Monday, September 22, 2008
loooooooooooooooong time no see
yes. it has been more than half a year since i last updated the blog. since no one really read it, then i don't care anymore. the reason why i never close this blog is that i painstakingly made the blog template, and i just can't bear to destroy it. haha. okay. life sucks nowadays. i'm in a "i want to change, i don't want to change" dilemma. damn it. i start to become vulgar. lol. who cares. no one is reading this nowadays. i don't care.
posted @ 9/22/2008 02:06:00 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
happy new year~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okay, i know i have long abandoned this blog, but frankly speaking, i don't even have much time for my msn space. muahahaha...
let's talk about the new year. well, i'm taking up a vacation job, which i seriously think it's not so fantastic at all. the pay can be quite attractive, but when you look at the workload, you would think that's it's really not that fantastic anymore. i'm like working more than 8 hours a day, and the pay i get is only 8 hours' pay, nothing else. and you got to talk non-stop for 8 hours, even if i'm talkative i won't be able to stand this. my job sounds so not good right? but anyway, i've chosen the job, so maybe i should give it a try. who knows, maybe after a month or two, i would love this job, and wouldn't want to leave. haha. slim chance.
and talking about things other than job, i guess it would be a level. rumours keep passing around, saying that results are released next week. please, what's the use of us getting the results so early, we only start going university in august. don't spoil our holiday so soon, at least let us enjoy another two months first, okay? >.< and i don't want to be affected at work, i'm already doing quite badly at work, don't make it worse.
on a lighter note, i shall talk about new year resolution, which is so late to talk about at this moment. but never mind, it shall be my chinese new year resolution. muahahahaha...
1. save enough money from work so that i can go to taiwan for a week.
2. gain enough experience from work so that i can practise that in future.
3. keep in touch with friends whom i treasure a lot, even if we go to different universities.
4. keep a long-lasting relationship which is meaningful and enriching.
5. of course most importantly, no war, no disaster, no tragedy.
sounds unrealistic, but anyway, that's my chinese new year resolution. okay, i guess i'll stop here for the moment. for those of you who're working, happy working. for those guys who're ns-ing, happy ns-ing. for those of you who're holiday-ing, happy holiday-ing. ^.^
once again, happy new year!!!
posted @ 1/27/2008 03:15:00 PM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
merry christmas~
haha. it was months ago since i last updated. well, i've finished my a level long long time ago, but i'm still in singapore, working in a bank as customer service call agent. this is really a little crazy, because i was only back home for a week, then i got to rush back here to work. this is crazy. anyway, merry christmas to all~ i'm as lazy as ever, so i won't say anymore stuff here. haha.
posted @ 12/25/2007 09:37:00 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
long time no see...
yeah, i'm coming to revive this pathetic blog, but i don't think this will last long...
well, it was a long time ago since i last updated, so i shall not talk about things that happened between the last update and now...
let's talk about more recent stuff. schoolwork? definitely...
talking about that, prelim's just less than a month down the road. and, what have i been doing? nothing much. merely idling. why? why? i just don't find the motivation to work, even though i'm obliged to do so. paid to study, so i must do my work.
i've definitely recovered from the jct painful experience, but it doesn't make me want to work hard. i just find myself tired. i think that i can walk the path no more. i need a rest, a long long rest. i may not deserve it, but i need it. i've been under such tiresome for almost 6 years. i have had enough of it.
maybe i shouldn't be given a break at all. it makes me complacent. it makes me think that i don't have to do anything. maybe if i realise that time is really scarce, i won't be thinking of having a break anymore.
oh well, i think i'm just talking nonsense and complaining for nothing. but who cares, that's how i feel.
surely this reflects of me that i'm just too immature. i don't bother to read current affair stuff or the gp bulletine but go on with typing all this trash here. i'm just not for gp. i'm not deep in my thoughts. i don't want to think deep. i'm just that lazy.
i shall stop all this, even this i have had enough of.
posted @ 8/17/2007 02:57:00 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
it's really over...
it's really over, though only part of it is revealed.
i find no excuse to defend myself, that's the worst to happen.
maybe i just got to be more alert and aware next time. people are chasing fast behind, and i'm still strolling...
this is indeed disappointing, but i can't find any reason for myself to cry over it, because i don't deserve to.
just accept it, reflect upon it, change it.
hopefully there will be light somewhere at some point in time...
posted @ 7/04/2007 01:16:00 PM